Him in her story.. ..

Random, unplanned, unexpected

Perfect timing

That’s how he came to her

Her story was going with the path she wanted

He, the future companion

He, the future father of her babies

He, the one she’s going to fight her family for

He, the one and only one who’s going to be holding her hand

He, the one that’s going to breath the air she breath and unite with her

Him.. that him.. He came in her life

She, unprepared for him nor the future

She, getting through her life without an addition

She, wanting what he’s going to be to her and scared to be happy

She, stronger than a diamond and as pure as a clear sky

She.. She gave in, for he’s hers and forever he will be

She.. him..

His story was never a concern

His flaws shapped him

His strength and passion

His thoughts and desires

His tender heart and love

.. added to her a new dimension,

A hot and fresh energy to build her weakness,

A boiling desire to take the next turn of her road

He came to her life and she was never the same

Her story was yet to be written

With him by her side to hold her

Him in her story

Quicken my pain, make it quick

You were my past, my long-lost

My distant, the one that I have forgotten

Rotten are your memories, faded is your name

Pain was your initial, suffering was your game

I was the captive of your madness,

You were the door to my endless imagination, that never opened

You were the cable that linked me to the reality, shutting down my imagination

You were the darkness that grew, cutting my cable

I was in your prison of delusion, in your orbit of right and wrong

Your orbit that span left and right, then right and left, up and down and down and up

I was in your orbit spinning, spinning endlessly

How it dragged, on and on and on and on

I want it to end, I wanted it to be over, I want to see past all this

Quicken my pain my lost love, make the misery quick so I can breathe again

Make it fast, make it fast like the wind, make my pain quick

For you will be coming for more every now and then

Quick my love, make it quicker every time

Overcome the situation baby, you are strong!

I do not know what it is about people that makes them tell you things they cannot do. I am not blaming the hands extended to support me and the shoulders offered for me to cry on. Neither the advice put forward in my times of need. No! I am really grateful that I have a mother that gives me awesome advice and friends that pull my head out of messes. What I do not understand is some people going back and forth with a list of things that they think I should do about a situation. I believe that I am a person that is independent. I usually don’t ask for advice. I sometimes feel like a stubborn person. Usually I feel like I need to digest things to myself before I involve people. Why? Because I know for a fact that they will either judge me (except for my mother and 2 of my friends) or they will tell me something that is not doable at least not in the situation I am at the moment.